Allow space for the voices in your heart to speak.

💖Somedays little things make a HUGE DIFFERENCE!💖

☀️Well actually these are the biggest windows in my home/studio.

I've been moping about wanting to upgrade my curtains for weeks .... I couldn't bring myself to do it.

🌫They were old, dark, and ripped before. They didn't bring me joy, and I didn't choose them...

🙄I made excuses ... and pretended like they didn't bother me.

Why?

😒Because the ones I had were just fine.... because I couldn't find what I wanted....because...because ...because..... I wanted to stay attached to something that no longer served me because it was easier.

.....They also reminded me of my Grandma.....💔

When we get in grief circles our attachment to things becomes intense. 😬

It's like we think if we let go of this thing we're letting go of the people we've loved and lost.😪

It's like this weight we carry around for no reason other than to be IN that low vibe because it reminds us of the people we love.😶

☀️☀️☀️Well I kept writing on my abundance wishlist to have some curtains that felt like me. That inspired my branding, that brought LIGHT INTO MY WORLD!☀️☀️☀️☀️

FAR TO LONG did I sit in the darkness of my studio thinking of wanting new curtains.

When finally....there she was....💭🧓

The sweet voice I had been waiting for in my heart.

Grandma came to my rescue yet again with her whispers of wisdom.

💭"Go get what you want silly! Would I have ever stopped myself from going and buying a new pair if i wanted them? Why do you think i had 4 boxes of curtains in the first place? It's because they brought me joy. "

And in that moment I giggled, and kind of cried a bit.😅

So often I hear messages for others. I've made a career out of holding space for others to connect with their loved ones who have transitioned.

But sometimes I forget to sit and listen to my own. I mean I do my best...but I'll be honest it's often easier to help others than ourselves, right?😬🤔

Mainly because when my sweet grandma chimes in....my heart still explodes.💗

Every time I think of how I'm grateful I still have the connection with her and all my other beloved spirits...I do still miss her oh so much.

But its these moments of continuing to make memories with loved ones even beyond their time in the physical with me.

It's that ability to be able to still hear her in my heart when I finally sit still enough to listen for her.💟

Shes always there.

👵💭"You don't need my old ripped curtains to feel me silly, I didn't like those ones anyway, that's why they were in a box! Stop fiddling around with excuses and take yourself on a date and get some light in here!" She said it loud and clear in my mind.

To me there is no doubt about it...it was her. So I told myself on my next essentials run, that curtains were essential to my health.

😏No longer would I sit in the darkness of energy that no longer served me.

As I went on that mission today, at first I was discouraged.

😔Nothing seemed to feel right...and I'd already spent many a night talking myself out of ordering them online.

I knew I was suppose to find what I needed. Something to let light in, yet something that helped give color and privacy.

😩I closed my eyes in the aisle for just a moment and asked Gram to please lead the way. Shes the one who did love shopping anyway.

And I felt the nudge. 👉💗

I went to an end cap I wouldn't have typically thought to look.

And there they were. 😆

One set of all in one curtains in my exact blue I had envisioned. The only pair like them.

Was the pattern perfect?...hmm I thought.💬

💭🧓"Sometimes ya roll with it kiddo, I feel these are the ones!" she spoke.

🤔🥰 sounds about right I thought back.😆

And off I went with my new curtains, picked out with my Grandmothers help. She didn't even have to make me go down every single aisle as she may have made me as a kid.🤭😅

And I must say they fit my vibe, and sure do let the light SHINE IN!

I'm so grateful for these moments.

This connection to spirits I've allowed into my life.🥰

Somedays its heavy. Some days its stressful.

But most days its fulfilling to know that there is life beyond this reality.

💨There is a presence of spirit that continues to live on in the hearts who allow space for them to thrive once souls pass from this realm.

👋My mission is to help others feel that connection.

💭To help others get messages from loved ones they've been waiting to reconnect with.

😁My mission is to help You learn how to open up your soul to spirits divine frequency, so that you to can have conversations with spirit.

<3 I'm feeling really blessed today.
I hope you are too.💖 if you're having a hard time hearing your inner spirit channel...hit me up.

Untill then

I'm off to get things done in my lit up studio!

Like prep for the Bring Me 2 Life Network podcast tonight at 8pm est!

💖 shine time.😇